I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW!
I hope i don't see you anytime soon.
If i do I'ma fucking beat the shit out of you.
I'm just keep hitting you until my hands go numb.
Give me a reason why you didn't care?
Why i only saw you annually, when it was back to school?
Why are you a spineless sack of shit?
Why were you abusive to my brother?
Why were you abusive to my mother?
I'm tired of pretending to not hate you, i do.
I fucking hate your guts.
The only time i want to see you right now is on your death bed.
Whats fucked up is that i don't even know you, yet i feel so strongly about you.
I try to see the good in everybody which makes it hard to comprehend, your total lack of concern.
I wonder if you treat my little brother better? If over the years you've developed a heart.
I want to ask my mother about you but im afraid that we might have shit in common, and im so angry right now, that if we did I might not like myself, when i look in the mirror.
In my head I'm trying my best to be strong and forgive, but i can't.
And the hurt and anger that you've caused, is starting to grow bigger.
The darkness within, I'm finished with running from it.
I EMBRACE IT!
I'm scared that I'll let it consume me..
Maybe i should let it...
If your gonna leave a comment on this post DON'T write any "keep your head up" type shit.
I've heard enough of that CRAP!
The way i feel now has took years to evolve to this point.
So i ain't forgiving that Nigga no time soon.
Don't say that he's a jerk either, i already know that shit.