IT'S BEEN A MINUTE, 5 WEEKS TO BE EXACT (or according to AMALA's blog).
Well. . . .
I've been on some next shit.
& not the "I'm on some positive next shit" type shit.
I've been on "some NEGATIVE next shit"
I was so caught up with myself, what I'm going through, and TRYING (i wasn't doing) to fix my problems that i couldn't see that i was being consumed.
That i became my problem, that the pain i felt, and the pain i started to inflict on myself [by becoming the beast], was also inflicted on everything i touched.
Damn SB you've been acting like a ROYAL DOUCHEBAG!!!
I haven't given my friends enough of me and that sucks but what REALLY sucks is that
I hurt my Sade, AGAIN!
Damn SB you've fucked up, that's not cool.
I'm So Very Sorry EVERYBODY!
Sorry Bloggers & Bloggees
But Just because I'm acknowledging my wrong, and saying I'm sorry, unless i change,
IT DOESN'T MEAN SHIT!
I'm going to fix this so it doesn't happen again.
I can't not shine and Sade can't not be in my life.