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I don't even know what to write, it's been so long.
*sigh*
Don't bad surprises SUCK!
So far i've been surprised with a small handful of them & they leave me with a bad taste in my mouth.
Dont really want to go into details but they usually show up when i think things are good.
Maybe i shouldn't keep my guard down, so if it was to POP-UP, it wouldn't be caught off guard.
Whatever the case it's SUPER EFFIN GAY!
*sigh Again*

-SB in Space

I can dream can't I

I've been on call at About Time so you know my shopping fix has been broken and at times
i feel like im going through a mild Identity Crisis, lol.
Im serious, without my normal routine (shopping, blogging, progressing) it feel's like "i don't know who i am."
Money's been pretty tight the good thing is though, that this phase of being "temporarily out of cash", will be over soon.
I've been searching for jobs but not being so picky and some are actually looking promising.

In the meantime though...
I have a Dream that one day

I'll be able to Copp what i want AS SOON AS I SEE IT!


That no sneaker will be TOO RARE/TOO Expensive


& Every Random Sale will include my presence!


I snagged these images from Goliath NY, Kidrobot, & Sneakernews

-SB 2 the Skies

Ooop

*Continued from "Alley" Post*

A big part of my Unhappiness are Perception & Attitude.
Two things I've been lacking MAJORLY!

My Perception is Negative often, and my Attitude follows suit.

The "Glass" looks half empty.

Viewing life as such makes EVERYTHING HARDER &
I'm always Mentally Tired.

Being Tired is one thing but to be Mentally Tired is a whole other beast, and
what a Vicious beast it is....

*Rocketed (taken from) Computer Arts*

So to get out of this rut and jump over this hurdle, i have to get over myself.
I have toView the Glass as half full.

I use to think "Snapping" or quickly coming out of a rut wasn't being true to the moment.
That if i "Snapped" out of it i''d be Fronting.
If all my feelings & emotions are valid I should embrace each one.
Which is true BUT it's not good to DWELL in any emotion, especially the darker ones.
Feeling sad, scared, or angry Isn't bad or negative, they're just natural emotions.
What I let these darker emotions do however, is where the Bad & Negative come in.

If I'm always:

• Sad: I'll never be happy.

I won't get to enjoy life and before i know it I'll be a bitter, dried up, wrinkly tattooed, old fart.

• Scared: I'll always be afraid, I'll never get shit done.

A little fear is good, it'll keep me on my toes.
But too much fear and I'll be crippled.

• Angry: I'll be TIGHTLY WOUND & CONSTANTLY FRUSTRATED.

I don't want to lash out at anyone or smother myself with my own anger.

So from now on when something happens I'll

1. Feel It
Be sad, angry, or scared. Cry, Yell, Hide.

2. Shake it Off
Say to myself "OK, I expressed how i felt. It's no longer a big deal"

3. Get back in the Game
Dust off and go back in.
The more time i spend down, the less time i spend living.

This is my new plan and I feel really good about it.
It's gonna be A LOT of work and I'll have to constantly be on it.
But the good things are:

1. It's not as much work as i think.
2. Practice makes perfect
3. Before long it'll be like second nature

and of course you guys we'll be in the loop :)

SB to the Skies

Alley

Life has been moving really fast, lost of things have been happening, but I haven't been doing much.
I've been down in the dumps.

You know life has hurdles, right.
Well it feels like I fell over one of life's hurdles.
My technique is no good, I've got the bruises to prove it.
I'm scared of falling down again but i know i have to get up.
To get to where i want to go, I HAVE TO GET UP!

At my job things have been getting slower and slower, now it's to the point where i am "On Call".
OUCH
This really blows, but there's no one to be upset at, & some work is better than no work.
Thanks to God, my bills haven't been piling up on me.
I've been broke as shit! But no overdue bills.
lol

The plan is to look for a new job.
Something stable, Monday thru Friday with optional weekends, a 8/9am - 4/5 pm kind of gig.
But i don't know where to look.
All i do know is what i DON'T want to do.

1. No more retail
No disrespect to all the people who work in this field or to the people who love their retail jobs.
But I've had my fill of it.
It's just not the right job for me and I'm not living up to my potential in that field.

2. I don't want to sit at a desk/screen or Stand on my feet ALL DAMN DAY!
Can we mix that shit up?!

3. I don't want to be watched over/barked on ALL FRIGGING DAY!
Don't yell at me! You don't effin know me and SHIT IS NOT SWEET!
&
Em-effer Why are you looking over my shoulder? The same update i gave you an hour ago is the same update i have now!
Leave me alone (lmao)

If im gonna be there for almost HALF of my day the least i could be is Happy.
I don't think that's too much to ask.
However it starts with me....
*continued in next post*

SB in Space

I'll Make it Happen

Fancy- The Dream
Through the sheets, she climbs her way up to this bed singing melodies
Run my fingers in her hair and say come to me
First there is a no, then she says yes baby
She's the Dream of a billion men
Go girl ayyyyyyy hiiiiiii iii
Go girl ayyyyyyy hiiiiiii iiiii

(Chorus)
See she made her way from nothing
Can't fault her for wanting something
She loves men that can afford (yea)
She wants to, live fancy
Trips to Monaco, designer names from head to toe (they're fancy)
On planes that fly clear across the roaming skies
Brilliant cars, Spend evenings among the stars (live fancy)
Diamond rings ooh ooh ooh o
All those things!
live fancy (4x)

(Second Verse)
She spends her time
Aboard yachts if not, somewhere tasting wine
In Paris seducing me while we dine
She's only 23, but ahead of her time
She's the Dream of a billion men
Go Girl

(Chorus)
See she made her way from nothing
Can't fault her for wanting something
She loves men that can afford (yea)
She wants to, live fancy
Trips to Monaco, designer names from head to toe (live fancy)
On planes that fly clean across the roaming skies (live fancy)
Brilliant cars, Spend evenings among the stars (live fancy)
Diamond rings ooh ooh ooh o
All those things
live fancy (4x)

(Third Verse)
Cause of me all she do, is walk around in Italian shoes
She's probably a girl you used to know
I can see her beauty with both eyes closed
But you didn't notice she fell in love with what she noticed
That I'm fancy

(Chorus)
Trips to Monaco, designer names from head to toe (I'm fancy)
On planes that fly clean across the roaming skies (I'm fancy)
Brilliant cars, Spend evenings among the stars (I'm fancy)
Diamond rings ooh ooh ooh o
All those things
live fancy (8x)


(Bridge)
You can be from the hood, but I know you wanna live (fancy)
East Side, West Side, South Side, but you wanna live (fancy)
She's wit me, cuz she wanna to live (fancy)
I'm with her, cuz she's BEAUTIFUL
(and you know I cant deny her)
and deserving
She's deserving

***Extended Version***


She all on me cuz all I do is ride around the Bentleys coups
Got no need she got me buying her them Fendi shoes
All we do is shop until we drop right there in the floor
All we do is make love in foreign places til we cant no more

They say you can't buy love, man they lying
Is Christian LaCroix brings a smile, I'll buy it
If she wanna make love on the edge of the world, I'll buy it
Have anything she want cause she my girl, say it shawty got it

I'm flier than flyin in g4 jets
Or First class, coach class no disrespect
Out My New York apartment to JFK
On the helicopter cause the pilots going my way

I'm worldly swerving in Bentley whips
Don't even have to watch how I spend my chips
No Dollars to Euros, I'm every nigga's hero
Cause even when I used to rock polo I was (fancy)

**DISCLAIMER* MY SADE IS IN NO WAY A GOLD DIGGER, SHE MAKES HER OWN GOLD.
I JUST LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART & I WANT TO GIVE HER ALL THESE THINGS. BECAUSE SHE'S WORTH IT, BECAUSE SHE'S DESERVING, BECAUSE I CAN LOVE HER LIKE NO ONE ELSE CAN.

SB 2 the Skies

Awwww man

WOW
IT'S BEEN A MINUTE, 5 WEEKS TO BE EXACT (or according to AMALA's blog).

Well. . . .
I've been on some next shit.
& not the "I'm on some positive next shit" type shit.
I've been on "some NEGATIVE next shit"

I was so caught up with myself, what I'm going through, and TRYING (i wasn't doing) to fix my problems that i couldn't see that i was being consumed.
That i became my problem, that the pain i felt, and the pain i started to inflict on myself [by becoming the beast], was also inflicted on everything i touched.

Damn SB you've been acting like a ROYAL DOUCHEBAG!!!

I haven't given my friends enough of me and that sucks but what REALLY sucks is that
I hurt my Sade, AGAIN!

Damn SB you've fucked up, that's not cool.

I'm So Very Sorry EVERYBODY!
Sorry Family
Sorry Friends
Sorry Bloggers & Bloggees

Sorry Sade

But Just because I'm acknowledging my wrong, and saying I'm sorry, unless i change,
IT DOESN'T MEAN SHIT!

I'm going to fix this so it doesn't happen again.
I can't not shine and Sade can't not be in my life.

SB Out

Number 8

I got this sexy puppy on Valentines Day.
It's a reminder to Fight for Love.
To Fight to make US the best.

I got so caught up with how i felt (i.e. being selfish), that i momentarily lost focus of what's important.
Which is LOVE & My Sade.

I can have all the SB's, blog followers, & Money in the world but if there's no one to share it with, then it's not a life worth living.
& this goes for Family & Friends as well.

Love In Abundance

What is Love to You?

To me it can't be contained to just one thing.
Its a

• Feeling
• State of Mind
• Emotion
• As well as a slew of other things, both nasty & nice.

All around me I'm surrounded by love.
First there's my mom, who loves just about everybody, and even if she's
rowing (arguing) with my older brothers before they leave it's

"Love You"
"Love You Too, Mommy"

With mommy love is simple, It Just Is.

Then, in a lot of the places I've worked at it's the same feeling.
Especially in the Nursing Homes.
Since most of them are Caribbean-Staffed and majority female.
Everyone treated me like their son and i treated them as
another mother.

Lastly, I haven't been cheated on nor have i cheated on a Girlfriend.
Therefore i have no reason to Not Love, I Just Love ;)

I say all that to say this:

It's really Beautiful to watch my feelings develop for this amazing girl.
:)

When its COLD OUTSIDE

I want to be inside, under the covers, with you.

THE WORST ALARM CLOCK EVER

*rarrrrr*

*rarrr*

*rarrrrr*

*rarrrrrrr*

Alwaysz: What the hell is that sound?

*rarrrrrr*

*rarrrrrr*

Alwaysz: WTF! ! !

*rarrrrr*

Alwaysz: Is that a Kitten?

*rarrrrrr*

Alwaysz: Is there a Kitten in the room?

*rarrrrrr*

*rarrrrrr*

Alwaysz: It's a Cat! But where is it coming from?
[I get out of the bed to see whats going on]

*rarrrrrr*

*rarrrrrrrr*

Alwaysz: It's coming from the window!
[pulls back curtain]

*rarrrrrrr*



Alwaysz: SAY WORRRD! They can't be. . .



Alwaysz: [SMH] Awww man, poor Girl cat.



This was THE MOST DISTURBING wake up i've had thus far.
I don't know what was worse

• Girl cat crying her lungs out
  
• Deuche-Cat Jack Hammering the SHIT out of her, while biting her, so she wouldn't move.
• Feeling like i was witnessing a RAPE
• Another cat sitting Eerily still

WTF is it doing?
Is it in shock?
Is it next? ? ?

I'm not gonna lie, i was a bit shaken up.
Only one thing could have made me feel better. . .

SHE LIKED IT

Even without the flowers [i sprayed them with water and put them in the fridge because they looked dry. When i took them out the fridge to leave they were SOGGY!] she liked it!

I feel like 2 Trillion Dollars ! ! !

Hope She Likes It

• Card
• Flowers
• Monkey
• Reindeer Antlers (under monkey)
• {[That last one's for me]}
  

It's too early to let you guys know about her but lets just say,
she gives my mind a HARD-ON :)
I'm giving it to her today so i'll let you know how it went ;)
Want a Hint? She has her own t-shirt company.
Who doesn't like a Brain Boner? . . .

Don't Get Sick Kids

That'll learn me to Dance up a sweat, till 4 in the AM (hey lady), and walk home with no scarf or hat.

The Flu had me by the balls!
Thankfully I"m getting better.
Props to:

• Mommy (for staying home, making me soup, and rubbing that sticky home remedy crap on me)
  
• Nurse Jennings (for calling me every few hours, to make sure i was alive)
  

So Many things So Few Posts

It's been a while since my last post, between the last and now soooooooooooooooooo
many things have happened, and i haven't been in the zone to write.

But i'll sum things up as best as i can:

1. Me & Mario are getting closer to our T-shirt brand.
- We've been working on it for a while now, 3+ years and we just made a MAJOR
step in progress.
I only recently accepted that the only way to be successful, is to WORK HARD!
I got to put them hours in
I gotta be on my GRIZZLY, like a bear!
End of the Day it's:

"Don't be afraid to work hard the only thing you'll loose is sleep"

2. I'm appreciating NOT rushing into SEX.
Contrary to my persona or peoples perception of me, I'm
UNDER-SEXED!

I'm surprised my right arm doesn't look like I'm juicing!
LMAO.

But i digress, it's feels really good to take time and learn about a person.
I figure the better the foundation i build, the better we'll be when that
Beautiful Demon, called SEX comes around.

I call it a Beautiful Demon, because yeah it's nice and FUCKING AWESOME (when done right)
but it's really BIGGER & MORE SERIOUS than it's made/perceived to be.

I found that when intimacy is introduced to early, it's like running when your only learning
to crawl.

So no more early Patta-Cake (lmfao, if you know what that means)


Well that's it for now, but i'll be back with more pics, more music posts, and
more SKUNTING UP THE PLACE!

Could You be Love

Where to start. . .

I like this girl.
I'm not gonna go into her many amazing qualities, my lazy ass don't got the strength for it now :)
What i will say is that I'm enjoying letting love's seed grow.

• I'm thinking about her everyday
• When i hear Chris Brown, her face comes into view
  
• and the next time i see her I'ma HUG THE SHIT OUT OF HER!

But this post isn't about the Gushy part of Love, it's about the scary side.

I've never been cheated on before (thankfully) but i do know the frustrations of FLIMSY ASS GIRLS & Relationships that don't pan out.
These "Learned Lessons" have been a constant source of aggravation and have made me a little cynical as well as weary.

Right now i'm happy but paranoid;

• What if this doesn't pan out?
• What if I'm not on her level?
• Can i look past my insecurities and let her be the strong woman she is?

If it doesn't work out, i'll get over it. . . . but i'll be sad.

I want us to work :)

Fuck MEEEE!

Hey there boys and girls,

Shit's -i.e. Life- has been soooooooooooooooo busy & crazy. Just had a birthday (Tuesday to be exact) and it was really shitty, with a capital DIARRHEA :-%.

THANKS TO EVERYBODY WHO GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY HAIL-UP.

I'm sure without y'all i woulda been under that train instead of on it :)

So many thoughts have been running through my head, over and over, and over, and crashing into my skull.
Sapping all my Chakra, I've really been feeling out of sync with the Universe.

My computers been on the SUPER-FRITZ so i haven't been blogging, and I had lost the "Eye of the Blogger"

This weekend though should be much better, many a thing on this agenda:

• Write out some of these thoughts, so i can have more ENERGY, for important things like WUTLESSNESS, lmao.

• Do my monthly budget, so i can know exactly when these New Tatt's will arrive.

• Get a at least 2 new pairs of jeans. Real talk all my current jeans have been pissing me DA FUCK OFF! Must be getting fat cause them hoes is TIGHT, lmFao.

• Go to the movies or get drunk, I'm leaning more towards the cheaper of the two. Plus i don't feel like taking that train ride home "Frass Out"

• Build this "Gundam Seed" Model Kit. If you doubted my geekdom prepare to be silenced. I Ain't New to this, I'm True to This!

Once my head clears there's gonna be a lot more content on my blog, I'm going to make it more interactive for you guys. A sexy new layout and just more sexy freshness.

Stay tuned it's gonna be good.

First's

These days life is good, i mean really good. Sometimes when i experience every day things it feels like the first time. . .

Let me explain

A few years ago, maybe 4 or 5, i was in a VERY dark place. I had graduated from culinary school and was working at the Sea Grill, in Rockefeller Center. It was very very challenging, some nights we'd have over 200 covers (reserved tables). I was working the pastry section, pastry line cook to be exact. Almost every night my skills were tested, some nights i couldn't see how i could make it. But i Did.

Then one day i realized, "I don't know who i am or how i got here". Sounds crazy right? Shortly after that tear-ful epiphany i quit the Sea Grill. It got ALOT darker after that. I felt like the Karim i am, is not me. I felt really lost and not many people understood, i know i damn sure didn't.

When i started digging DEEP within myself i found 3 things.

1. I didn't believe in and was angry at God.
-When i was 13 my Aunt Theresa and Cousin Melissa were crushed to death by a falling building. Walking distance from their house. That hurt me like nothing i ever felt and it was SENSELESS.

IF GOD IS SOOOOO FUCKING GOOD WHY WOULD HE TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME?
-THEY DID NOTHING
-THEY WERE GREAT PEOPLE
-WHY?
-WHY?
-WHY?

I asked myself this question MANY times and I sometimes still do. . .

2. I missed my father and resented him for not being there for me.
-The mother fucker left me, mommy, and my brothers a little bit after i was born. He even tried to fuck with our papers, so we couldn't come to the U.S. No playing catch, teaching me how to fight or about girls. None of that shit.

Can you tell i don't like him?

3. I believed i was a weakling.
-When i was in high school i got bullied by this kid. He hit me but i didn't hit him back, he had his goons with him and i knew I'd get jumped.
-One late night coming home from work (sea Grill) i was jumped. Just some random ass shit. One minute I'm telling my mom "i just got off the train, i coming hom-" the next I'm being pushed down the train stairs and stomped out.

Did i mention i live across the street from the train station?

These demons were eating me alive, i kept NOT dealing with them till one day i just broke. I wouldn't take my life but i didn't want to be here. I felt so alone.

so...
so...
so...

ALONE.

I started going to therapy and that really saved me. I thought it was gonna be me saying my problems, someone fixing me but you know what, it wasn't.
It was about me learning to
-feel what i felt in that moment,
-being OK with it
-and expressing it to others.

Armed with these new skills, i slowly got out of that abyss.

1. I'm coming to terms with there being a higher power. Maybe it's God Maybe it's not. Some things just happen, it's not my job to figure out why, but it's my responsibility to not let it hold me back and to keep me moving forward.

2. I still don't like my father, FUCK HIM for not being there.
Yes i know
-It's his loss
Yes I know
-If i don't let go/forgive i can't move forward
but
FUCK ALL THAT!

No forgiveness now, maybe on his death bed.

3. The scars still haven't healed but i do see a scab forming. I know that in those situations i made the best choice and that I'm the bigger man but SHIIIIIIIT!
Turning the other cheek is a MOTHER FUCKER.

Now I'm no longer in that dark place and some days i feel like a newborn taking it's first steps.
Sometimes i can't sleep because I'm sooooo anxious about the next day, its crazy.

I just realized that i like Spring.

Life is good

I Feel a change coming...

Lately I've been feeling a storm slowly brewing inside me. At first i was only smelling the rain on the wind, now I'm standing on the peer as it draws near to shore {that is me}. I feel that the storm represents a new chapter or change in my life.

-A new level of growth
-A few steps closer to becoming the me i want to be.

For the most part it's good, but with this change, I'm doubting love will be joining me or that i will have time for her.
I'm just starting my career in fashion (I'm not a designer but I'm going to have my own brand, with my brother Mario), everyday I'm learning something new, I'm happier than I've ever been, I'm not stressed, and I'm comfortable as well as confident telling people where I'm headed in life. It feels really good and I'm more appreciative of life but something that I've always believed in, isn't looking like it fits in with this new plan.

What that is, is love. . . or relationships.

I've always felt strong about having a girl, someone to talk to, chill with, cuddle on, indulge in each others nerd-dom, and someone to have HOT HOT SEX with :).
I realized the other day that i have a lot more to understand about myself, more growing to do and when in a relationship you grow as a team.
Parts of yourself still grow but nothing beats growing with yourself.

The road ahead is looking like a lot of hard work, less boot, and minimal sleep filled nights. Tasting real Bittersweet right now, but like a cry baby, I'll get to sweet center.

Gonna Miss you love, if your not here.

GREAT is what life is.

More and more recently I'm realizing that my life is getting on the right track. I'm still at Kiser learning new things and stuffing my face, but i have another internship with the Brand Krow Hill and the boutique About Time . What makes this one different from Kiser is the amount of things i learn. With About Time, i get to learn the business aspect, running a shop, contacting new brands to get them in the shop, reaching out to stores to get Krow Hill in there, taking care of customers, and my personal goal to be a friendly boutique. If you ever went to a RUDE ASS BOUTIQUE you know what i mean (FUCKING POSERS). Now with Krow Hill, the owner has his own printing machine and lots of experience with having his own brand (damn near 11 years). The other day i got to see the screen printing process, which... was... AWESOME! ! ! Plus i get lots of advice on what steps to take when me and my bro put together our brand. It's weird I'm waaaaaaaaaay more happier now working and not making money then when i was, when i was getting a check. The only thing i stress about now, is how to find money to buy clothes and boots, lol. God is working on that though, THANK YUH JESUS. I read somewhere that "if you love something, do it for free, for a while. If after you still love it, then that's what you're suppose to be doing." It didn't word for word say that, but that's what it is for the most part. I LOVE WHAT I'M DOING! and i don't think that the workforce will see me anytime soon, YAHHHHH! Maybe i can get those wrist/neck/back-hand tattoos now *GRIN*

If you do wanna swing buy and say wasup it's

About Time Boutique
736A Franklin Ave. (Between Park and Sterling)
Brooklyn. NY. 11238tel:
347.789.5513hours:
Monday-Friday (2pm-10pm)
Saturdays (12pm-10pm)
Sundays (12pm-8pm)

Check out:
http://abouttimeboutique.com
http://krowhill.com
and see whats all the BUZZZZZ about!

-When you start doing what you want to do, what's the first thing you'll do?

Sex-Sex, Love Love Love

It's been a minute right? I thought of a new word BLOGPRESS. Blogpress is when you publish multiple blog post in one sitting. Comes from the word Bench press. My fingers are tired from all that blogpressing.
Today seems like a blogpress kinda night/morn.

Artist: Pharrell
Song: Tape You
Album: In Search Of ...
Time of Quote: 2:57

"Turn on the purple lights, begin flashing, by removing your fashion and start tongue lashing. Now girl, kiss her boobs and you kiss her boobs too, let your finger dash in, Lights Camera Action"
-Pharrell

Rudeness like this can only come from pharrell, this reminds me of the stuff I'd say about girls, to my friends during Junior High school. Perfectly juvenile rudeness.





Artist: Mickey Factz
Song: Scarfaces
Album: In Search of the N.E.R.D.
Time of Quote: 1:40

"Big pimper! Yuh girl call the kid Mick Diggler, I hit livers the dick in her she get shivers, I make the chick clit piss rivers, SIM SIMA."
-Mickey Factz

*WHEW* Micks a beast! My broski Mario, put me on to him. He's SUPER Talented and his flow stands out effortlessly. You can download his mixtapes right chea IT'S MICKEY




Artist: Amerie
Song: CRUSH
Album: Because I love It
Time of Quote: 0:20

"I wish I could taste your love, lick it off of my fingertips... Boy what you doing to me? I wish i could save your kiss, for some other girl to taste... To see expressions on her face. Whenever you are near me, there's no other place I'd rather be. Your like the star that can't be reached, so near but so far, you are. I need your arms around me. {please} Please let me be your everything. I'll be your girl for just tonight, boy don't you know you are my CRUSH"
-Amerie

**DISCLAIMER Just for the record amerie is my wife, and we're gonna have millions of soft-haired babies. LMAO! ** Any who, Amerie sings so beautiful and with such emotion it's ridiculous. This is the stuff I'd want my girl to say to me :)


Artist: Raheem Devaughn
Song: Energy
Album: Love Behind the Melody
Time of Quote: 0:04

"The Energy in your words is sooo innocent {so innocent}, so enticing, so inviting. {Oooooooh WA-OW}. The energy in your touch is sooo bashful, but yet so triple X rated, {Oooooh Ooo-Wee}. The energy in your kiss, leaves a bita taste of a tease but i'm so pleased, cause your delicious {Ohhhhh Oooh-Wee}. Magnetic Energy, when you add that up with me, it's obvious to see. We got a match that's made on earth girl, the next best thing to heaven girl, we got a match thats made on earth girl, the next best thing to heaven girl. You and i we got ENERGY!"
-Raheem Devaughn

This is the stuff i wanna say to and feel about my girl :)))))))

Artist: Musiq

Song: Love

Album: Aijuswanaseing

Time Of Quote: 2:00

"Many nights I've cried from the things you do, felt like i could die from the thought of losing you. I know that your real, with no doubts and no fears, and no questions"

-Musiq

Who HASN'T felt this way about love? I memba many a sob-filled nights, trying to understand love. I still don't fully get her but I'm learning more about her each moment.